Frankly speaking 0 Posted April 16, 2011 YES....ABSOLUTELY! THIS IS WHAT IT’SSUPPOSED TO BE LIKE! Football eh?It can drive you mad, can’t it? Or it can make you happy. Very happy. Or sad.Oh, yes, very sad indeed. And sometimes, not often but just sometimes, it canleave you feeling a bit empty in a kind of couldn’t care less kind of way.I don’tsuppose any of us ever really signed up to support our team. It just happened.One day for some reason those of us that read the Pink’Un decided that we wereNorwich City supporters and that’s how it has remained. We won’t change. Wecan’t change. That’s the way it is.So everySaturday afternoon and on many a Tuesday night (and occasionally on other days depending on which division we’re in andwhat time of year it is) our focus is on football. If we can be at the Norwichmatch we will be there, if not we will try to keep in touch with events (an easier task these days than ever before). Those of usthat have followed City for a good few years have seen good times and bad. The‘empty’ periods might have been a little too frequent, the sad ones likewiseand the euphoric few and far between. Sowhat has kept us going? How come we haven’t moved on to something else likethose people that have a bit of a craze on fishing, cycling or golf then gettired of it? The last twoor three weeks surely hold the answer. We are ‘adrenalin junkies’, feeding off our nervous energy. Welike the sheer, damned unpredictability of the whole thing. The agony, thehorror of watching Fabio Borini’s sublime free kick evade Ruddy’s dive at TheLiberty Stadium, compounded by the almost slow motion torture as Mark Gower’slow drive fizzed off the turf for number two almost made me feel sick. My joyat the thrashing of Scunthorpe evaporated into the Welsh air. I was miserable. ‘Whydo you put yourself through it?’ asks my wife, ‘it’s just too stressful’.The miseryeases with passing days and then comes the next game. Watford away. An earlygoal from Big Sam and the metaphorical sun is shining again. What a selection!Lambert is King. But Malky’s boys fight back and despite an improved secondhalf we have to settle for just one point from two games. My dreams of nextyear’s Premier League campaign are fading. And The Horse has gone lame! Cuemore misery, an uncertain few days feverishly looking at the respective run-insof the promotion challengers, particular worry about Reading and a few minuteseach evening spent sticking pins into my Warnock doll. I can’tconcentrate at work. I admit that just occasionally there’s a bit of difficultygetting off to sleep. When I’m driving am I really concentrating or am I onautopilot whilst wondering whether Anthony McNamee’s impact in the second halfat Vicarage Road will make Lambert rethink his formation in the closing weeks?What if Holty is out for a lengthy spell? Is Vokes up for it and anyway willWolves recall him? How far away from fitness is Chrissy Martin? Reading aren’tgoing to win every game from now till the end of the season, are they?Forest athome. Neal Reynolds and his team havedone the trick and The Horse will run. Not only that but Wesley’s back.Optimism returns and pervades the pre-match period and even the first minute ortwo. Then a freak Forest goal and my insides are churning again. Rebounds likethat don’t happen to lucky teams. It’s not going to be our night.Worry..worry..worry. I curse my lack of faith and celebrate wildly when Holtyimperiously heads the leveller. Surman’s second calms the nerves, janglingsince Forest had hit the post with our defence in bits. I’m told itwas a great game. But for me the second half was just fifty minutes of agony.Exquisite agony, though, when the whistle went to end it. Then a Saturdayvainly hoping Pompey can find a bit more in south Wales than we did. Damn!Reading have won again! Study the League table again. Look at the run-ins. CanLeeds beat Reading on Friday? Will QPR still be up for it against Cardiff? I wonderif Lambert will bring Pacheco back for the game at Portman Road.Why do weput ourselves through it? Because this is what it’s all about. Hoping. Praying.Not knowing...yet.YES..ABSOLUTELY! THIS IS WHAT IT’S SUPPOSED TO BELIKE! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
curly_whirly_tipz 0 Posted April 17, 2011 lol I like it pretty much sums up the emotions everyone is going thru at min! Half of me wants the season to be over so I know where we finish... whilst the other side of me knows that as much a I want to know our final position I will be lost when the season is over! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
GJL Mid-Norfolk Canary 1,735 Posted April 17, 2011 If I''m being brutally honest, I didnt really want any of this stress this season!!, after a few seasons of the various concerns about either getting promoted or avoiding relegation I would have settled for a nice mid-table finish ,with half a dozen meanlingless games. I''m trying to prepare my self for dissappoinment try and cushion the blow if we dont finih in the top 2 but unfortnately it now looks the the very worst scenario now ,is playoffs.....arguably THE most stressful thing any football fan can put themselves though?!. Half of me just want to go to sleep and be woken up when its all over !! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Frankly speaking 0 Posted April 17, 2011 Agreed. Although if we love watching our team play we should enjoy the play-offs. Just more of that slightly addictive pleasure/pain mix! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Frankly speaking 0 Posted April 17, 2011 Agreed. Though if we love watching our team play we should really welcome the play-offs. More of that addictive agonising ''enjoyment'' ! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mister Chops 7 Posted April 17, 2011 It is stressful and difficult and all our nerves are on edge but we need to remember that the last time we were in this league we were hoping that Charlton, Southampton and Plymouth would all lose - we weren''t worried about the teams at the top. So much credit to Lambert and the team for overachieving to the point where we dare believe we could still do this automatically. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Twitchy 0 Posted April 17, 2011 [quote user="Mister Chops"]It is stressful and difficult and all our nerves are on edge but we need to remember that the last time we were in this league we were hoping that Charlton, Southampton and Plymouth would all lose - we weren''t worried about the teams at the top. So much credit to Lambert and the team for overachieving to the point where we dare believe we could still do this automatically.[/quote] I think it''s impossible to hit a nail any harder than that Chops. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Chelmsford Canary 0 Posted April 17, 2011 Brilliant!I was hiding behind my mate through parts of the Watford game.I think my heart will pack up one day at a game!Maybe i''ll have a heart attack at CR Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Frankly speaking 0 Posted April 20, 2011 I wonder if that would qualify you to have your ashes sprinkled on the pitch in front of The Barclay! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites